Must Keep My Mind Off Of Saturday Night...

Hello Gang!

Well, I'm at work, trying my best not to think about the phone conversation I had last night. So many thoughts ran through my head all last night. I couldn't sleep at all. So now I have a headache, and I'm stuck at work where I don't want to be. It's annoying. Plus, I have to sit here and listen to one of my coworkers complain insesantly about how our boss doesn't appreciate how hard of a worker he is, and doesn't yell at the people around here who don't seem to do much of anything. I mean, I agree with him for the most part, it's frustrating to have to pick up other people's slack, but c'mon man, litten up a bit! There's more to life than being angry and bitter all the time! Said the guy who complains about coworkers in his BLOG. :)

So I've been reading and studying more of my "mystery book", or the Behalah Book as I like to call it. It seems to be some sort of prayer book. It's really interesting though. There are lots of diagrams and drawings. Its fun, because I'm still trying to figure out what the heck the book even is! I figured it would be easy enough, you know, write a quote in google, and find a reference to the book. But I haven't been able to find anything anywhere. This, of course, only fuels my interest. I've figured out that the words aren't in Chinese, but Arabic. So its written in acombination of hebrew and arabic. Not that that helps me at all, just kind of interesting. :) Here's another excert from the book, in case anyones interested (although they probably aren't).

There is a graphic on the page, it's a six pointed star made of two traingles, and by each point on the star, there is a word written in hebrew, and then another word, a name, in english. Starting from the top, moving to the right, the words are: 1- Behalah; 2 - Tsalmaveth; 3 - Az; 4 - Lebab; 5 - Yalad; 6 - Maqwom. I have no idea what any of these words mean, but Behalah seems to be the most common name given throughout the book. It's also at the top of the star, so maybe that means its the most important name? Just a guess. Some of the random "verses" are:


1 - The Ascended Master, Behalah, the being of power that oversees the others, the greatest of the Hyos Ha Koidesh, shall come in terror and blood to mark the new awakening, the new age of mankind.

5 - The mountain made by man, the arena is set, the place of his birthing is known, and when is conciousness is made fless, all shall know the glory of him who is above this world. All shall know is glory. All shall know his terror. All shall know him. Behalah shall devour the weak and bring forth the just.

8 - I look to the east, and I see the great cities of men in ruins. To the west, mothers devouring their own children for his glory. To the south, rivers of black flow to his feet. To the north, the words Ehyeh Asher Ehyeh written with the blood of men.



Like I said, some pretty weird stuff. Any help figureing out where the heck this book is from, would be appreciated. Oh, and I almost forgot. Tomorrow night, Erik is spending the night. Hopefully, something weird will happen, and he';ll become as convinced as I am that my house is haunted. It'd be nice to know that someone else sees and hears what I am, so I know I'm not going insane. :)