She Called Me...
My head is spinning.
I got home from work this evening, still kind of freaked out from the weird things going on at my house. So I decided to play some video games, to try and relax and get my mind off of things. My phone rang, and without thinking, I just picked it up, thinking it was Erik or something. So the conversation went something like this (the words in parenthesis are my thoughts, just so you know). :)
JD: Hello?
Carrie: Hi. It's me.
JD: ...Hey. (I thought she didn't want to talk to me anymore!)
Carrie: ...Um....So how have you been?
JD: OK, I guess (God I miss you so much!), how are you doing.
Carrie: Pretty good.
...Uncomfortabel pause... (What is she thinking? Does she miss me too?)
Carrie: So, I was wondering if we could talk sometime.
JD: Um...Sure. Did you...want to get something to eat sometime? (Does this mean she wants me back in her life? Was Lohan right?)
Carrie: Yea, that would be nice. How about Saturday night?
JD: Sure, that works. Let's meet there around 7:00? (Sorry, not going to put the name of the restaurant on the blog for the world to see until after the date happens!)
Carrie: That works for me. I'll see you then.
JD: OK...well, it was good to hear from you. (Please stay in my life. Please!)
Carrie: ...Yea. I'll see you Saturday.
JD: OK. Bye. (I love you!)
Carrie: Bye.
So there you have it folks. Just like that, things spiral out of control again. I'm as confused as ever. I guess we'll see what happens on Saturday. Any words of advice? Should I try to win her back? Play it cool? Or not let her close enough to me to get hurt again. I mean, I'm still heartbroken by what she did, and I don't want to feel that way again. AAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!
posted by JD Peterson at 8:56 PM
4 Comments:
WOAH. WAIT.
you mean boys have those conversations too?
i wish wish wish that a man would tell me what you were thinking while on the phone with him,
homeslice, if you actually told her to stay in your life. and that you love her, it's in the bag.
cause that even made ME want to stay in your life and i have no idea who you are. :)
10:34 AM
Why is it that people are so much nicer on the internet?
:)
Thanks! You're too kind. I haven't actually told her most of the things written in paranthesis. I mean, I've told her I love her, but maybe it freaked her out? I'm an idiot when it comes to these kinds of things.
Live and learn I suppose.
12:53 PM
well, i am just saying that had one of my past flings sewn on their balls and spoken outloud their parenthesis, things would have been a lot better.
i am really bad at reading minds.
who knew?
so does this mean i can stay in your life? jk
gawd i feel creepy now....must.go.take.scolding.hot.shower.
1:39 PM
Of course you can stay in my life. In fact, I've been meaning to ask you. Will you marry me?
Kidding.
Or am I? BWA-HA-HA-HAAAA!!!
9:38 AM
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