Sometimes I Forget

Sorry Everyone. I haven't had time to update the good old blog for awhile. So here's what's all new.

THings are going well for me. Erik spent the night at my house on Saturday. And of course, nothing happened. Erik is starting to get pissed. He's convinced I'm making it up. But what can I do? It's not like the ghosts will do whatever I tell them to. We've set up some recording equipment, which consists of two microphones hooked up to my computer. And they're not running all the time. So I doubt I'll ever catch anything. We tried using the Ouiji Board again, which is hard to take seriously. But I decided I'm just going to sleep at my house, and screw the stupid ghosts. If they don't like me, then they can move out. :) I guess the shock of what happened a bit ago has kind of worn off, and the sick sad feeling of depression is seeping back in.

I didn't have to go to work today, since it's Martin Luther King Jr. Day. That's nice. So I've spent most of the day trying to play catch up in World of Warcraft, since Erik's so far ahead of me. I think we're going to run and pick up some Papa John's pizzas in a little bit. I think it'll be good for me to get out of the house. It's been awhile (since saturday).

My emotional world gets better and worse. Today, things started looking up, but around noon I started getting depressed agian. It's just kind of hard to keep going, you know? It's like I lost a part of myself. I know that sounds really stupid, since I only knew Carrie for such a short period of time. But it feels like I've lost all hope for ever having a relationship again. And I don't know if I'll ever have the courage to ask a girl out again. It's not like it turned out very well. So it goes.

Well, that's all for now. I'll write a better update tomorrow. Like I said, it just seems hard to work up the willpower to do anything these days.