some days are better than others

Hello Everyone.

Well, I'm back at work today. I'm actually feeling a bit better today. Or at least, for now. It comes and goes. I'm trying to take the advise of a friend, and see Carrie as a good thing, rather than something I regret. I mean, for a brief moment there was someone in this world you cared about me, and a lot of people never get to experience something like that. I know I never thought I would. So at least I'll always have that. And hopefully someday Carrie will be happy as well, and that's still important to me, even if I wish it wasn't.

But more on my weekend. Nothing exciting happened. Like I said, Erik stopped by for the night on Saturday. We stayed up late playing video games and watching movies. Nothing exciting, but it was nice to relax. No ghost apearances lately. I've heard some random noises, footsteps, knocking noises, or scraping sounds, but I assume it's usually either my overactive imagination, or the old building settling in. Or neighbors hanging new pictures. I mean, in reality, there are thousands of explanations for what's been happening that are perfectly reasonable. Except for the books and clothes thing. And the couch moving. but maybe my ghosts simply have OCD. You never know, right? :) But Erik and I tried the Ouiji board thing again, and nothing happened. I'm pretty well convinced its a big joke. Does anyone out there have any real experiences with one?

Sunday and Monday were mostly spent either sitting in front of the T.V. moping, or playing WoW. But hopefully things will begin to go better for me this week. Someone on the Blog mentioned the book I found on the street. I should start looking into it a bit more. It's still such a curious oddity for me.

By the way, I'm at work now, and we just got a pissy littel e-mail from the management about surfing the internet. What a joke. The worst part was the reason we're gettign in trouble is because of this stupid coworker of mine named Karen. Karen is a miserable short, fat woman who makes everything out to be a crisis, whether it actually is or isn't. She works really slowly, and ocmplains about everything. Well, she complained to her boss abot how slow her computer was, and how she felt like out internet security was bad, because she gets a lot of pop-ups. Well, obviously, the internet sites we use for work don't have pop-ups, so of course, IT took a look at her internet explorer history, and found all these stupid Wonder Woman websites she's been visiting (I really wish I was making this up, but for some reason she's obsessed with Wonder Woman), and so now they're cracking down on the rest of us for using the internet for "non-work related activities". I wish they'd can her. THey fired some dude about a year ago. He was one of the team lead's over here, and he was looking at some pornogrpahy (real smart) while at work. The way he got busted was our boss walked in on him looking at the stuff, and I guess porn sites these days are really nasty, in that once you close one window, two or three more windows open up with the same thing. So the poor guy was frantically trying to close these windows and more and more just kept popping open, all while our supervisor (who happens to be female) was sitting there watching him. I actually don't know if they fired him, or if he turned in his resignation. Either way, it makes for a funy story.

Alright, I hope you're all doing well, and keep the hope alive!